Im still the same old me

A close fren commented that I change due to the fact that I got someone with me now. And also that I will only look for her in times when I got problems and disappear when I'm fine and happy. Can someone care to tell me whether she's right? I don't wish to probe any further on that coz u guys know me well. Please don't judge me. All I know is that whenever u guys need me, you can be rest assured I will be there....I will be there for you babe....I will...but guess you never know that you do mean so much to me...The times spent with you I will always cherished babe..I just hope u know that I'm trying my best to stay away from the lifestyle I used to lead...in which I escape to in times of problems...thats what I did...Escape...Enter a world where I'm senseless of everything and enter the 4th dimension...but the problems still there when I woke up the next morning back in the 1st dimension....It's not that easy to change one's lifestyle and to resist the urge to turn back...Can I stay away from everything forever? No matter what my habits are, I never have thoughts to hurt others intentionally and to make use of others around me....Never...

Feeling so tired today and sleepy with body and leg aching....think it's time for me to have a good rest at home. I get tired easily nowadays as I got older....Behaving as if I'm already in my 40s...Haha...It's not that but I realise the difference then and now....Must start taking tonics maybe...bird's nest whatever u name it....

What's going to be the outcome of my uncle's condition? Been lying there in ICU for nearly 2 weeks now...,Can he be well as he used to be.....Pray that all goes well for them...