Feeling Sucky

Yesterday I went for my driving practical and it sucks...sigh...I was on the brink of tears actually and my confidence went down the drain throughout the lesson. I don't know what happen to me...what's on my mind...wondering away...unable to concentrate fully and it affect my parking etc. My face was black all the way as I was driving back home from CDC. My instructor told me my driving is really ok now but it's just that I need to improve on my traffic road rules....Felt really really bad coz my dad sponsored the majority of my driving fees. Sorry dad...Part of the reason I'm really taking it seriously is because it will be much easier for my parents if I got a license. During Hari Raya time, we can rent a car and go jalan raya to all our relative's houses since we have so many sedara-mara. And I can bring them go JB to jalan raya also...don't need to bother other people to drive us around anymore...Oh pls...why is my confidence going down the drain? Sigh....

Went back home and have an early night today due to the 3 hours of sleep yesterday. Felt good that we finally managed to find out the truth whose the bad one. Wondering why such people exists and hopefully that he won't go around anymore cheating on others. Like the malay proverb which goes "Sepandai-pandai tumpai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua." Hope he learnt a lesson this time round and stop this game of his.