My Driving Test

Feeling like a total failure..that's how I am feeling now...and it was even worse yesterday when I failed for my second TP. Devastating...Disappointed...Sad....My confidence going down the drain...I took major exams before such as PSLE,O-Levels and even during poly times. But never did I feel as nervous as how I felt for my last two TP tests. The nervousness kills me...I did major mistakes that I never did during my practical lessons not stopping at the stop line where I should. It's due to the nervous wreck that I was in and spoilt everything. As I walked out of the car and followed the tester into the room where I am going to know of my result, I'm all prepared for the bad news. But still I breakdown right after that and cried in the arms of Phirizy. Thankful that he was there and appreciated that he took half-day leave on my behalf despite the fact I had been treating him like strangers for the past few days. Thanks dear...thank u so much for being there...I cried and cried...overcome by sadness and disappointment. He had a hard time cheering me up and did his best though to make me feel better.

I know for a fact some people out there may laugh that I'm taking it so badly but if u know me well enough then you will understand why being the type of person I am. I feel like a total failure...Can't help it...I tried my best this time round....I did...Trust me...I'm so keen on improving....I feel embarrassed to face my family especially my dearest dad who had been helping me all these while to pay for my driving fees. I'm so sorry dad....I am truly sorry...Nevertheless, my elder sis,my dad and close friends encouraged me not to give up which make me cry even more yesterday...I'm so touched....Thanks dearies....Thanks to elder sis for her words of encouragement and her efforts in cheering me up....So sweet....

Left with Phirizy at CDC, we head out to the bus stop thinking of where to go. I'm still tearing despite his endless efforts to make me smile..But as he stood nearby the road and showed his thumbs up to the cars with the 2 L plates indicating they were having their TP tests, I can't help laughing to his crazy acts. For a moment I forgot about my failed TP and joined him doing those CRAZY ACTIONS!!! Their testers must be wondering whether we are patients from IMH. From there we head to Sakura International Buffet at Downtown East and indulged ourselves with the foods...Sushis, my favourite...Sashimis too...Superb I must say....Stayed there for nearly 3 hours....Hehe...