The Two Love of My Life

Got to force myself out of bed this morning..feeling so sleepy....Find it hard though to leave for work with baby Sirin waking up so early...Simply love the smell and look of her when she just woke up from sleep....So cute with her grouchy face....So cuddly with her being mini "gigantic" baby....Love of my life....As I was leaving the house, another love of my life woke up...As usual, asking for his susu and switch on the tv for his daily cartoon network. The two love of my life ever....Got to thank my elder sister for bringing them into my life...I must say that they really bring so much happiness into my life....Filling up my life with a lot of joy, love and laughter...Sirin, my sweet honey baby love...and Iman, my buah hati pengerang jantung...My house seemed so empty whenever they go back to their own house....Love having kids around me....

So when shall I have kids of my own? Oooppsss..I should actually mention about when I'm gonna settle down first...then that come later....hehe....Actually there's this madness in me...but I will never go ahead with this madness...I wish to have kids of my own..just kids of my own...and I will make sure I bring them up with all the love I have in me....But then the thought of having to live in the same house with a man comes the difficult phase for me....Can I adapt to that type of life whereby I wake up in the morning to find a man sleeping beside me on my bed? Can I? All these need adaptation...I know.....Hmmm...I believe all these I can adapt to naturally when the time comes....Pray that everything will be fine....