Valentine's Day

What is actually happening to me? What am I actually thinking? Didn't want any disturbance and all...what's up? All I know I just want peace....be at home with my loved ones....my parents..my babies..siblings....Feel so secure at home....Is there anything wrong with me? I just wanna spend more time at home coz it make me feel good. Watching our fav drama on tv while giving my mummy massage...making coffee for my beloved dad...The two most wonderful people in my life....felt so indebted to them...Wish that I could make their life more better and give them life pleasures but I can't afford to...I wish that I can buy them a big house, big car,employ maids for my mum,employ chaffeur to drive my dad to work and all. Hehe...Dream on....

It's Valentine's Day today so Happy Valentine's Day to all...my dear beloved frens...esp to my 4 NP gerlfrens & Moskva...and not forgetting to Phirizy too....May our friendship/relationship last forever and grows even stronger along the way my dearest....Wish that I could meet EQ today and spend time with her for a Valentine's Day romantic dinner..Haha....or maybe have a helluva night at Rizt Carlton hotel...Nice....Joking okies...Pls don't think i'm some pervert or whatever which I can be at times...Hehe...

Waiting for the time I can go "shouting" with my gerlfrens...feel happy that the five of us are still in touch since poly years and hopefully after marriage too. Smiling to myself while picturing the five of us going out with our juniors. So the berangan right me but it's nice thoughts...no harm right...Hehe...For sure I'm going to grow even more "sexier"...die...must buy that taebo dvd for myself and perhaps all of us come together and doing taebo together....I think we will all end up laughing not exercising at the end of the day.

Tonight sis Eda going out with hubby together with sis J and bro amy. Hopefully they will have a wonderful together especially for my elder sis since shes been working so hard all these while. Pray that things will get better for her in the near future and may she be blessed with everlasting happiness. I love u sis! U have been the greatest sis ever and don't know what our family will be without you and thanks for bringing those babies into my life....Never fail to cheer me up those two...Bringing a smile to my face each time I came home from work and the laughters that come from them that bring so much light to the house....Hey babies, u bring bundles of happiness into ur bibik life u know...Love u so much...