Feeling Utterly Insecure
Oh God! Help me...Help me find the way out to all these....I can't seem to go on...I can't...give me the strength....show me the light....I feel that everyone is out to scold me...hate me....for being such a B****. Am I really such a B**** for treating him like that. Just have a chat with Sis J and I do feel a bit better. Thanks for being so kind to have that chat with me sis....
After pouring everything out, she said that maybe things happen too fast for me in which old pains not healed fully...You think you mean nothing to me at all? Think again k....U do...It's just me...It's me...I'm afraid to give it my all again....but then again...U have the characteristics I have always wanted...fun-loving, humorous, sincere, understanding in some aspects, friendly and gets along well with people I'm close with. And u love my family. That's the most important thing to me...coz I'm the family-oriented kind of girl. What is it with me people? Should someone send me to IMH or should I brave myself to see a counsellor? Should I really? I have always want that sincere love...for someone to love me unconditionally....no matter what I am....me for who I am....And I get that coming from you with all the love u bring into my life....and with all the characteristics I have always wanted in a man....
But then whats happening? Whats happening now? Whats happening to me? Why is everyone getting involved? I don't mean to be angry...I just don't wish people to get the wrong idea of me. And bothering others and all....Do u get that? Coz the problem lies within me in which others can never help...Never dear....Its these feelings of mine...All the things I said is out of anger....And I'm here to say sorry to you for being harsh...To all those who have been concerned about me, thanks a million....EQ, Sis J, my mum, my twin sis and all...I love u guys so much....Give me the strength God....Direct my feelings to the right direction this time round please...Please..I beg of you....Coz I don't wish to lose him....Sincerely from me....TC
After pouring everything out, she said that maybe things happen too fast for me in which old pains not healed fully...You think you mean nothing to me at all? Think again k....U do...It's just me...It's me...I'm afraid to give it my all again....but then again...U have the characteristics I have always wanted...fun-loving, humorous, sincere, understanding in some aspects, friendly and gets along well with people I'm close with. And u love my family. That's the most important thing to me...coz I'm the family-oriented kind of girl. What is it with me people? Should someone send me to IMH or should I brave myself to see a counsellor? Should I really? I have always want that sincere love...for someone to love me unconditionally....no matter what I am....me for who I am....And I get that coming from you with all the love u bring into my life....and with all the characteristics I have always wanted in a man....
But then whats happening? Whats happening now? Whats happening to me? Why is everyone getting involved? I don't mean to be angry...I just don't wish people to get the wrong idea of me. And bothering others and all....Do u get that? Coz the problem lies within me in which others can never help...Never dear....Its these feelings of mine...All the things I said is out of anger....And I'm here to say sorry to you for being harsh...To all those who have been concerned about me, thanks a million....EQ, Sis J, my mum, my twin sis and all...I love u guys so much....Give me the strength God....Direct my feelings to the right direction this time round please...Please..I beg of you....Coz I don't wish to lose him....Sincerely from me....TC
Posted by TC at 12:13 pm::
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