Special Fren of Mine

Went driving practical today for 2 hours..woke up feeling sleepy ard 8.30 am...My instructor coming at 9.30 am. Always so dreamy in the morning...getting better in driving no doubt after failing the first TP...hehe...But my mind wandering when I drive and my instructor got to "wake" me up. He knows im always dreaming away...ever failed to stop at traffic lights along Ubi. Haha...Me smiling away and giggling softly but causing Mr Aw's heart to stop! Ha! Maybe due to the late night yesterday having conference calls with the "Ganggers", I felt grouchy today coz I slept ard nearly 2 am and this morning got to wake up in the morning...sigh...So funny during the conference...dont know what each other are talking abt actually with my crazy twin sister shouting away. Forever crazy that one....crappy like me...Me crappy? Hmmm...got to ask my dear close ones whether I really am crappy....Not sure abt that though....All I can say I love being myself....sort of carefree,crazy,crazy and I cares a lot abt my loved ones ard me...I do care a lot abt the people Im close with.... There's this wish in me in which I wish that everyone is happy...smiling and laughing away...but thats life...got its ups and downs....Whatever happen in the past taught me a lot...Don't wish to probe futher on that anymore....I wish that the coming future will be a smooth sailing one for me,my family and my dear beloved close ones. I love u all so much....I pray that God give me the strength to continue my life journey and to overcome any obstacle that may come...I wish to thank my dear beloved fren, EQ coz she had been there for me in good and bad times. There's a time someone says to me I treat her like God....and im hurt...its not that but I do admire her in a lot of ways though...The strength that she has in her and so many other wonderful things abt her that I could not describe makes me envy her...She accept me for what I am and that's what important to me....She's giving me support to fight the battles I'm facing right now....And how I appreciate that my dear beloved fren....Never know what I'm gonna do without you in my life...really...thank God for bringing this wonderful and beautiful enigmatic queen into my life...