What should I say this time

I don't even know how to start updating this blog of mine.
It's been full of upsetting stories lately and never seems to stop. Sigh....
And now this happened. What else coming may I know? What else?
It causes misunderstanding between me and siblings! Simply uncalled for!
What's going to be the end of it? What's going to be the end of this journey I'm leading?
I really don't know what else to say this time coz I'm really at a lost for words.
Am I simply so heartless and evil for being so angry over all these?
Or should you stop doing whatever you are doing???
JUST STOP YOUR DAMN FOOLISHNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not in the mood for work today.
Actually thought of taking leave and run to someone for comfort.
Someone who cares, who is always ready to listen to my neverending stories.

I'm sorry to my loved ones whom I have hurt unintentionally.
How can I ever distrusts my own flesh and blood?
How can you ever think I distrusts you?
I love u all more than anything else in the world.
It's so upsetting......

I have cried enough....and I'm tired.
All I can do is hope that things will get better.