Show me the light

I tell myself time and again to calm down.
Been trying my best to stay compose at work today.
The whole time my heart feeling not at ease.
Its breaking into pieces.....
I actually teared while working without others realising.
My heart is feeling the pain....its so much more painful today....
Because of you, it actually crush and burnt.
Whatever have I done which makes it impossible for me to let go of everything...
I'm tearing but I tried my best to stop the tears from flowing....
My heart bleeds.....it bleeds again and again......

Ya Allah...berikan aku petunjukmu.....
Berikan aku kekuatan untuk menempuhi dugaan ini.....
Sesungguhnya kau yang Maha mengetahui.....