In DENIAL

The sudden call.....and I talked as per normal.
Asking for a meet up and it seems like he's practically begging me. Sigh!
I tell myself it's ok to talk....since there's no harm in it.
But then I think it's not working for me.
This method just doesn't work for me.
Sigh.....The problems he's facing right now.
Begging for my companion and all.
I know it's none of my business but then why do I
give a damn? WHY? WHY? WHY?
I keep asking myself this question again and again.
I don't mind being there for friends with problems.
And I know how it feels when you need someone to just listen
to your whining...just being there and listen.
I can understand how it feels....but then if he's the person then
I think I'm not really up for it. I got to go......Sigh....