Already 2 years

Went to fav aunt hse for kenduri arwah my uncle.
I remembered he passed away 2 months before my engagement.
Glad my bibik is doing fine now despite being alone.
Wonder why I'm so attached to her maybe its because she's such a caring person...
Someone with a heart of gold.....so caring.....never boasts around.....
She's someone who's soft hearted too.....and loves cats to a great deal. Hehe....
One of her cats Adik is sick and I can see that she lost so much weight.
My heart pain seeing her condition like that. Sighhhh.....
Can't help remembering the time I lost my "Abit", my beloved pet rabbit.
Me and family talked about "Abit" on our way home yesterday.
And I can feel tears welling up my eyes near to falling down.
It's so painful....so extremely painful till I got to take 2 days urgent leave.
I simply can't work and I keep thinking of her.
I remembered putting her photo under my pillow and crying listening to the song
by Trisha Yearwood 'How Do I Live'.
Another thing is that I'm remembering my late grandma too.
How I wish she's still alive to witness my wedding.
You got to treasure your loved ones.....
Be there for them in times of need....spend time with them....
Love and care for them before it's all too late....

With Love,
Tuscan Capri