Something to ponder about

The moment I went near him, I was overcome by love.
Oh how much I miss him......he seems to ignore me for the last few months.
I'm sure there's a reason for that but I simply can't do anything.
I have been a great disappointment to him.....I know that.
I just wish he understands how I feel one fine day.
Blood is thicker than water after all.....so pls forgive me.
Spend quality time at home with family and my babies.
Missing them so much....the time spent with them is simply not enough.
I'm glad I managed to settle some things yesterday. Phew! Felt so good.
I do feel I lead a simple life and it's obvious I am a simple girl.....isn't it?
But to some, yes to some people I'm obviously NOT.
And it really makes me wonder why. Why huh?
They said I'm complicated in every single way...
in everything, difficult to understand the way I think, my feelings and all.
And I can tell you this.......I'M DUMBFOUNDED!