All By Myself

Lately, I realised I had been sinking again....I don't want the whole world to know the reason for it...I prefer to keep it to myself....I prefer to confide my inner feelings to those people very,very close to me. Some people can think me as strong, cheerful...crazy....but there are times I tend to sink....sink down low......I feel like letting the earth swallow me up....or drown myself......or just jump from a building.....I'm tired of living......

Maybe it's just that I'm having a mood swing......But the truth is I can't hide it aymore.....I feel tired.....Tired of everything.....I pray that Allah give me the strength to carry on this life.....Give me the strength pls....