Feeling terrible!

Feeling so upset still yesterday when I went to KK....I felt so lost....Really...I felt this terrible pain on my chest. I felt so damn terrible. I felt so guilty. I know I should not have spurt it all out in a harsh way but there I goes again....Been bearing with things and when my wire kinda snapped, all kind of swearing tend to shoot out of my mouth....Boy I hate it man! I hate this temper....I hate being short-tempered. I wish I can be more patient. I wish I could. I'm so sorry for all the things I said to her. I feel that I should have said it all in a nice way. Never knew I will feel this miserable.

I just wanna to sincerely apologise for all that I have said. I really don't mean to swear. I hope that our relationship are not affected in anyway. To me, she will always be someone I treat dearly like my own sister. I hope that our relationship stays the same.