What's up with you?

What actually cause the sudden change in you? Are you ok there? Actually I myself don't understand you, the way u think at times. Is it because you are still haunted by your past? Why can't you love again like you used to? There's someone out there who loves you...who will sacrifice even his life for you....but what more are you looking for? Why are you still looking back to the one who don't give a damn about ya? The one who maybe by now have even forgotten that you ever exist in his life? Let him go....release the pain and feelings from your heart. he's not meant to be yours...Both you and him are not even supposed to be together in the first place. It's sinful to stick to those feelings....let it go dear....forgive him and yourself....you deserve happiness....I believe the one with you now will make u happy and will take care of you for life. I'm happy that you are moving on..pls continue doing that.....don't look back ever again....let it go pls....I do care....