Alive Still

Been feeling so dead lately.
Good to know I'm breathing still.
Been thinking about my life lately.
So many things happened lately and it's all getting to much for me.
Too much I must say and it's true what mum said.
In Malay, ini semua dah menjadi penyebab for things to happen.
Yes, it's really so true. If I can turn back the time, I will for sure.
I will make sure I don't meet this person on dat very day.
I will make sure she won't merajuk on dat very day and went out.
So we won't end up having this huge gap again between us. SIGH!
Then thinking about my career and work all makes me headache.
I made a decision to cancel next year event.
And I'm planning to set my mind on something else.
Just something else which will take my mind away from everything.
I pray that whatever I have in mind will come true.
At the same time, I need to have stable financial income to make everything work.
Let's see how everything goes and I hope all goes well.
Insya-Allah.