Wake up your bloody ideas

We talked. Again.
Can't deny I was laughing all the way.
This person is really damn good in intertaining.
But then the good thing is I realised the thrill is over.
I got to wake up and knock my head hard against the wall!
I got to control. It's true what some people said abt me.
I got no sense of control of myself at times. Sigh!
I wish the heartache won't attack me anymore.
I realised lots of things from the conversation.
I realised that he's a bastard!
I realised that I have been a fool all these while.
Yeah it's true what he said I had been living in this fucked up
dream world far too long.