Everything is still fine

I can't deny I'm a lil bit affected by this.
But will try my utmost best to control these feelings.
I can't hate as I used to....I can't....
Hating you hurts me even more.
It won't do me any good.
What do you actually want from me this time?
Just a lil bit of advice have done me good.
And thanks for whoever who cares.