Sheila's last day at EMS

Today is Sheila's last day in EMS.
Yeah for sure we gonna miss her loud and scary laughter. Haha!
And for sure the office is going to be more quieter without her. Definitely will.
Anyway, we went out for dinner at Lau Pa Sat with all the wonderful people.
The current EMS people and also those who already left.
We had so much fun over the splendid dinner spread and drinks!
As me and Sheila kinda warmed ourselves up, we began to talk damn bloody2 crap
and left the others with tummy aches due to endless laughter.
Me too k sakit perut ketawa byk sangat and kacau2 orang! Gerek ah!
Yes I Like It! It sounds so kinky!!!!!!!
I'm so used clubbing at Ipanema but then I just feel like going somewhere different.
So off we went to "The Pump Room" at Clarke Quay. Yes ah!
It was super crowded but then we managed to go in and had fun.
Superb company I had tonight. Hehehhe.....
Guess I will be sleeping the day away tmr. Haha!

Anxiously waiting!

Just came home from town. Bought some stuffs.
Bought one of my all time fav perfume. Feeling so happy now dat I got it.
When I want something, I won't stop thinking about it till I actually got the thing.
Been thinking of getting this perfume but keep postponing waiting for payday.
Biasalah broke katakan. Pure satisfaction when I finally got my hands on it. Geezzz....
I actually thought of going on a holiday. Yes it's coming back to me again.
No matter how hard I remind myself I got to really save money this year,
I can't help thinking of going for a short getaway. I need it.
Anxiously waiting for next week. Feeling all excited now.
It's considered a mini "getaway" for me though. Ok jugaklah tu.
How I wish I can go for a two weeks holiday to somewhere far.
Actually it can be anywhere as long as it's out of Singapore.
Tapi duitnya nak dapat dari mana ya tu? Hmmmm.........
Sigh....now dah gatal lak fikir2 pasal holiday. Ishhh ishhh.....
Let's go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enjoying Aa Gale Lag Jaa

Can't wait to get it over and done with lah....Haizzzzz......
Stupid adjustments here and there how to finish like this.
He's fetching me from work today. Yeah!
I plan to go to John Little so I can use the voucher to buy some toileteries.
My cleansing oil, body foam refill,shampoo.....etc etc etc....
Simply love buying these things lah....like so syiok things for mandi2!
Normally I would actually go to Watsons but since I got the voucher
might as well make use of it right. Hehehe.....
Can't wait to go for the upcoming Dikir Barat competition.
He's taking part for his so called one last time. Like real!
Been a long time since I watched DK Comp.
When I was at the age of 18-20, I used to enjoy watching DK competitions.
It's quite fun actually but depends also some people might not enjoy.
But I enjoyed watching it. Even when I followed him for his training,
I find that it's super fun but if I'm tired, forget it lah.
So what's the plan for this weekend? Hmmmmm......
Next week is occupied for both saturday and sunday.
Maybe this saturday spend the whole day with parents again? Hehehehe....
So that dad can treat me for dinner to our fav power MEE SOTO! Yipppeee!!!
Let's see how lah. I'm really enjoying my time at home now.
In my own private world (my room lah)......Hehehehe....
Been enjoying watching some hindustan movies online.
I wonder if u guys ever heard of the movie Aa Gale Lag Jaa?
It's an old hindustan movie which I ever watched before.
Movie starring the handsome Shashi Kapoor and beautiful Sharmila Tagore.
I actually sobbed when I watched it again.
It's about Shashi Kapoor bringing up his son on his own.
And it's so sad since the boy is handicapped and all.
And such a sweet and clever boy wondering where his mum is.
Showing how powerful a father's love can be.
Old hindustan movies which I simply enjoyed watching.
Other old movies I love are Bobby, Pyar Ka Mausam and Sangam.
Nice lah can never get tired of it.
I followed my father's minat I think. He too loves old hindi movies.
But his favourites are all alien to me seh.
Some tak pernah dgr langsung and I wonder who those actors and actresses are.
Every Sunday after following my mum to market, he will lie down on his bed
and watched the song parts of these old old hindi movies.
So relaxing gitu seh and a bit of syiok sendiri pun ada. Hahahahhahaha!

Working day again!

Went out with fir's family to celebrate Hakim's bday yesterday.
Had dinner at this restaurant located at Choa Chu Kang Park.
It was my first time being there and I kinda liked that place.
Felt like I wasn't in Singapore....maybe somewhere in Malaysia. Hehe.....
The food is not bad lah but then I was not really in the eating mood.
Felt so peaceful being there....windy and was surrounded by trees. So nice....
Had a good talk with his mum and I realised something.
So now what am I thinking? Are ladies always this fickle-minded????
I can't deny I'm one of those people. Geezzzzz.......
Been thinking about it the whole of today.
Oh please....I'm not really this fickle-minded am I????????

Already 2 years

Went to fav aunt hse for kenduri arwah my uncle.
I remembered he passed away 2 months before my engagement.
Glad my bibik is doing fine now despite being alone.
Wonder why I'm so attached to her maybe its because she's such a caring person...
Someone with a heart of gold.....so caring.....never boasts around.....
She's someone who's soft hearted too.....and loves cats to a great deal. Hehe....
One of her cats Adik is sick and I can see that she lost so much weight.
My heart pain seeing her condition like that. Sighhhh.....
Can't help remembering the time I lost my "Abit", my beloved pet rabbit.
Me and family talked about "Abit" on our way home yesterday.
And I can feel tears welling up my eyes near to falling down.
It's so painful....so extremely painful till I got to take 2 days urgent leave.
I simply can't work and I keep thinking of her.
I remembered putting her photo under my pillow and crying listening to the song
by Trisha Yearwood 'How Do I Live'.
Another thing is that I'm remembering my late grandma too.
How I wish she's still alive to witness my wedding.
You got to treasure your loved ones.....
Be there for them in times of need....spend time with them....
Love and care for them before it's all too late....

With Love,
Tuscan Capri

It's the weekend!

Finally woke up from a long deep sleep. Was shocked to look at the time though!
Felt so good to meet my dearest babe whom I have not met for a long long time.
It felt so good to see her and hug her after nearly 2 years I think.
I actually screamed with joy the moment I saw her.
We had dinner at Swensens and talked non-stop all the way.
Too many stories to share and it was definitely a short meet up for us.
Looking forward for another date with you babe.....
It's a nice feeling seeing u again dearest.

You've CHANGED!

I can see some changes in you now without you realising it.
YES YOU HAVE CHANGED!
Let's see what happens now.

My Wish

So many things going thru my mind right now.
Another payment made just now.
I wish I am doing the right thing.
I pray hard everything goes well.
I got pretty excited thinking of the future.
How's it gonna be for me?
In my room now listening to this soothing song by our local singer.
His voice really soothe my nerves....so nice..... :-)

Parents seems happy now to see more of me at home. Hehehe.....
I feel happy too to be welcome by their warm smiles whenever I'm home from work.
Mum even made a hot drink for me! Can u believe that?
I wish to spend as much time with them as possible.
Poor dad down with fever. Pray that he gets well soon.

I'm missing some of my close frens...missing them so much.
Some I have not met for nearly 3 months!
Another for abt a year....sigh.....
And I really hope I will get to meet her this coming Friday.
Missing this lady with a golden heart so so much.....

What's up with the VIRUS?

I'm avoiding some situations whereby everything can actually be better.
I think it's better this way. The world seems to be a much more peaceful place to live in.
Yes it sure does. It's sure fun to stay home nowadays.
I get to do lots of thing. Watching movies after movies in my own private world.
This is the kind of thing I have been craving for after a long long time.
Everything I have done is sure worth the effort.
Coz I know when I really wants something as in I really really wants something,
I know I will give my all to have things the way I want it to be.
But if its something I'm half-hearted about, I won't really do anything about it.
It sure is disgusting to find some true facts about some people.
But its their own wish to live life the way they want it to be.
Can't say much about others though whereby you never know it can happen to
you anytime any day in fact much more worse.

A Quieter Place Yet Calm

It's a weird feeling now when I reach home from work.
Not hearing the loud chattering and laughter from the kids.
Had dinner with beloved parents. Just the 3 of us eating together.
It sure felt good having both my parents all to myself. :-)
We talked without the disturbance of others. Hehe....
We joked and laughed together. Felt so calm just being with them.
After which I watched tv with mum. Just me and her.
It never fails to make me happy spending time with her just like that.
And dad keep going out of his room to disturb me. Haizzzz......
I'm feeling great and I hope this feeling stays.

Adios

A Whole New Feeling

Sis had already moved permanently to her new house.
Happy for her finally having the privacy that she longed for again.
Miss the kids though as I won't be hearing their noisy madness at home.
Love the new feel of my room now.
Despite all the hard work that me and him put in, I think it paid off.
It's simple but I'm happy coz it's all in place now.
We painted the room last Friday and everything ended ard nearly 12 midnight.
Cleaned and scrubbed the room as well.
Despite being so sick with endless coughing and flu, I helped him out with everything.
Simply can't just sit down and do nothing. I painted as well. Find it so fun though.
Painting the room and sang DK songs together with the echo and all. Hehe.
And the next day we went to Giant Tampines to shop for some important stuffs.
At night I continued the cleaning of my wholse house.
I was so tired and with my back aching like mad, pushed myself on and on.
Not sure what's up with me but I just feel like completing everything by that day.
After being satisfied that everything was done, I rested and took a long bath.
It sure felt good after that. Finally got to lie down on my bed while watching dvd. Awesome!