New Year RESOLUTION

THE RESOLUTION

Darling,
My heart bleeds...
It bleeds when I think of circumstances
I have to bear...
That you bore...

Of my foolishness,
Of my utter stupidity,
OF my utter incompetence,
OF all the wrong that I have done,
My darling, My foolishness costs a lot between us,
Strained hell of a lot between us,
But nothing's changed for my feelings for you.
I Love You my dear,
My honey bunny,
My sweetie pie,
My world.

And this love will be eternal no others in my heart.
My darling,
Please hear this New Year's Resolution of mine,
I will be a better man,Not some Robbie Williams song,
but truely I will be.
And I will make you see,
That you will not regret.

A much better man you will see,
You will feel,
And all the pain will heal,

Just this one last time I beg you,
Please let me show you this time,
Please let me hold you like I've always done,
And let me love you fully like I have always loved,

I have always been a fool,A fool in love with you........
And let god and everything around us be our witness,
I will fulfil that NEw Years Resoution....

written by : ..............

Something happening somehere

U hold back for some obvious reasons.
U tried your very best to control those temptations.
I just can't understand why human beings of these kind simply thrills you......
Who knows just what you want.....
Who knows to treat you exactly the way you want to be treated......
Whose witty enuff to humour you with his endless jokes.....
Who are dangerous in their very own ways......
Whose very presence makes u smile.......
Whose nearness and touch makes ur heart beat so fast....
Who knows how to make you lose your senses.....
Those very feelings simply thrills you.....
I wonder when it will all stop for you.

I AM LEGEND

Enjoyed myself today. Had a great time.
It was a nice evening spent with a great friend.
Someone whom I can interact with very well.
Same frequency and all. Nice!!!!
Thanks for the great company dear friend!!!

Merry Christmas!

There's a Christmas Party at office today.
The games were super fun then my colleagues and I went karaoke
at KBox Clementi. I don't really like that place though.
Preferred Party World rather than KBox.
But then it was fun still. :-)

All energy drained out

Been so busy lately.......neverending outings with family. Hehe!
Since we rent car, we went jalan2 today since me and sis on leave.
We asked my fav auntie and mum's younger sister along.
So off we went to Ikea at Tampines. Shopped for lots of things there.
Then went to Courts and Giant next. We reached Ikea abt 3 pm and finally
went out of Giant abt 9 pm. So long right! Wah lao!
We all were so hungry by them so went to eat at Geylang.
I thought I won't know the way around but luckily elder sis was there to help me.
She became my co-pilot for the day and it went very well. Thanks yah!

Gonna be a busy week

Can't wait for the clock to strike 1 pm so I can cabut! Yeah!!!!!
Took half -day today to take the rental car and will be renting it till this Saturday.
Got to run errands later on for a while before going home.
Won't be celebrating Hari Raya Haji in Singapore for this year.
Friday will be family outing to go jalan2 since my sis and dad took leave too.
Saturday will be the dinner at this restaurant since it's booked by my dad and his
siblings for a nice private gathering for all of us. Hehe!
And Sunday we will all be going to Sentosa for a jolly good time! Yeah!
Simply can't wait!

2007 Coming to An End Soon

OK let's see!
Movies watched for the Month of Dec 2007:
1) Heartbreak Kid
2) The Golden Compass
3) Warlords
4) Alvin and the Chipmunks

I felt so kaya u know this month. Like real! Wah kaya kaya kaya!
I wanna watch Good Luck Chuck next. Yeah! Heard it's so funny!

Brought my beloved niece and nephew to watch Alvin and the Chipmunk at Vivocity.
So happy to see Iman so happy and excited while waiting for the movie to start.
Sirin, being it's her very first movie seemed to enjoy it too but must remember
to bring in more food next time since she can't stop eating while both me and
her brother were concentrating watching the movie.
Simply so cute those adorable chipmunks!
Felt like hugging them all three especially Theodore! So cute! Hehe!
It's simply so tiring bringing both of them out on my own.
Just me and them taking the train all the way to Harbourfront.
Walked to Vivocity then went to Harbourfront again then back to Vivocity again.
Wah wah wah! Though tiring and can be so frustrating at times, seeing their
happy faces really make my day. Their laughters, their smiles all make me
happy and overjoyed. Love them so much these babies of mine.

So What Now?

I'm losing my directions. Again and again losing it. Sigh....
I got so much on my mind right now.
I got a bad headache lately thinking about all these.
I got to stay calm and seriously I'm losing my senses.
I am near to losing it all.

Alive Still

Been feeling so dead lately.
Good to know I'm breathing still.
Been thinking about my life lately.
So many things happened lately and it's all getting to much for me.
Too much I must say and it's true what mum said.
In Malay, ini semua dah menjadi penyebab for things to happen.
Yes, it's really so true. If I can turn back the time, I will for sure.
I will make sure I don't meet this person on dat very day.
I will make sure she won't merajuk on dat very day and went out.
So we won't end up having this huge gap again between us. SIGH!
Then thinking about my career and work all makes me headache.
I made a decision to cancel next year event.
And I'm planning to set my mind on something else.
Just something else which will take my mind away from everything.
I pray that whatever I have in mind will come true.
At the same time, I need to have stable financial income to make everything work.
Let's see how everything goes and I hope all goes well.
Insya-Allah.

Don't you dare call me NOTI....Haha!

This very morning I can't help thinking of that little sin I made on this
particular night. It was definitely SINFUL!
And to think I smiled and blushed thinking of what I had done!
It's something I had never done in my entire life ever. *wink*
But then it's simply so sweet, so nice and unstoppable.
Can it ever happen again? Hmmm......Hmmm......
Currently, there are temptations coming my way.
Yeah hell man! The past is over and done and be gone with it.
But I greatly missed those times. So what are we waiting for love??? :-)