In conflict with your inner self

As time passes by, things change.
It all happened so fast you can't seem to do anything.
U just feel it...those special feelings u have for that one person.
It's not the kind of usual closeness. Gone are the carefree days.
But something else which you just can't describe.
It's not just those feelings which makes u in conflict with ur inner self.
But rather how far are you going to stay this way?
Will your life lead you the same way it has lead you the past years?
You seems scared....rather be in denial....
I pray for you....pray that nothing happens to you.
Stay this way...stay the way you are now.....don't ever change....
How much u long for this person, let it all buried inside.
Infatuation passes in time....have faith in yourself dearest...
Those darkest secrets you have all in your heart....
Sleepless nights...Unfulfilled desires.....Aching for that one person...
I know it's killing you....it will all passed.....