So upset with Insensitive Human Beings

Suddenly I feel my life is kinda messy....like everything is not going on smoothly.....like everyone is out to hurt my feelings.....why is that so? What have I actually done wrong to others? I'm already upset as it is due to a recent argument with my loved one...now got to know of another issue of insensitive remarks being commented on me. It hurts. It truly does hurt when the comment is often repeated. Does it make them all the more perfect by giving rude remarks to others? Do they really feel that they are so perfect to hurt people in any manner they like? I wish that these people will realise their mistakes. What satisfaction do they feel in criticising others about the way they look or whatsoever???? What is it? Is it really that funny??? Care to tell me on this? I really wish to stay away from these people......Scram off IDIOTS of the damn lot!!!!!

It doesn't matter anymore....

Been feeling down these few days....It truly does hurt to quarrel with ur loved one. Why is it he have the right to talk bad about others...criticising people to the max....but when it all came back to him...he retaliate...unhappy....I know for a fact that I am stubborn, headstrong whatever remarks often commented on me...but have I ever been arrogant? Someone who simply loves to boast? Have I ever? Dats simply something I hate in others....something I really HATE most...Why is it people simply love critising others to the max? I simply can't be bothered anymore. Whatever you wanna say of me from now onwards, it's up to you....I don't give a damn at all....no more.....

Sleepless nights

My dear nephew had been coughing the past few nights. He keep on waking up in the middle of the night and cried maybe due to his sore throat. Can't believe I cried too seeing him like that. Just can't bear to see my dear boy suffering. Haizzzz....Ard 2.30 am yesterday, I took the so called cherry chest rub and applied it on his throat and chest. Think it did managed to make him feels better. Hopefully he recover soon. Really can't bear to see my beloved baby boy suffering dat way.....Oh dear...I love him so so much......

Today is Friday! Yeah!

Feeling so good today...finally it's Friday!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Been waiting for weekend to come....been so tired lately....Need some time to chill ah. Can't wait for the clock to strike 5.30 pm today. Counting down man!

Hari Raya-Ing to my Colleague's Hse

Went Kak Ti's hse yesterday with Sis Juliah & Bro Amy...together with my beloved Sirin And Iman...And dearest Fir...hehehe....They came to fetch us at Amk ard 8+ and off we went to Jurong West St 42. Yippeeeee!!! Such a warm welcome from the family. We seem to get along so well with her husband. So glad we were able to hit things off and had a really good time together. I actually managed to lepaskan geram sekejap to karaoke. Sang 2 Siti Nurhaliza's songs at her hse...been so long since I last went to KTV. And suddenly, my throat is itchy to sing again. Haha...must ask my karaoke kakis to go "Scream" one of these days. As I expected, Iman and Sirin had a good time playing with Kak Ti's kids...So the kecoh as usual with kids around...and I think they really have a hidden talent...that is singing lagu rock lama...lagu apa tu Sakinah by XPDC...(I myself have never heard that song before)...and her kids are screaming their lungs out and playing guitar at the same time....Wah! Such a "wonderful" performance....Haha...Special thanks to both Kak Ti & Abang Bad for being wonderful hosts. For sure, we will come again next year but pls don't miss out the laksa...Hehehe.....

TC Feeling Emotional

Yesterday, I went abang hse with my fiance(dah lama tak use this word)..hehehe...So happy to see the happy world they are in with their 6 month old son...Syukur Alhamdulillah...Rahmat Allah...Terbuktinya kebesaran Yang Maha Esa. Semoga abang kesayanganku diberi petunjuk dariNya....Aku akan senantiasa berdoa untuk kebahagiaan mereka dah juga keluarge kesayanganku. Aku bersyukur kepadaNya ke atas segala kebahagiaan dan kenikmatan untuk keluarga yang amat ku kasihi...

Happy to see Iman, Sirin and Ikhlas growing bigger each day...my beloved nephews and niece of all time...Loves of my life...Maybe coz Sirin and Iman grows up at my hse dats why I'm deeply attached to these 2. If I never see them for a few days for sure I will miss them like crazy. Even though Iman is now 5 years old, in my eyes, he will always be my baby boy....Loving you all till I'm gone.....

Going Visiting Again

I'm going visting again today after work with my family. Yippeeee! Memandang raya dah nak habis, I feel that I should go lah....hehe...actually it's quite fun going house visits. Cuma bila start of raya we went jalan2 without rest tu ah yang buat badan dan kaki ni sakit gilerrrr....fun memang fun ah...and it's so merry going jalan raya ramai2...I enjoyed it so much!!!!! Today going Sis J's mum house. Can't wait to try her cooking! haha...Kita ni pemalu so jgn susah-susahlah cik....tak payahlah cik masak2....cuma apa yang ada tu hidangkan kita ni nanti ye cik...dalca tu jgn lupa....hehehe......

With my family

Went to visit grandma at TTSH. A patient beside my grandma's bed commented like as if we were having a party there since my mum brought some food there. And the rest of us were busy eating and talking. Hehe....That's how we will be in hospital maybe in a way trying to ease the tension and make the situation merrier. Nevertheless, the nurses were very friendly. So proud of them! That's exactly how they treat me while I was there too.

After that, we decided to go for makan! Yes ah! And my bro-in-law decided to go for soup kambing at Boon Keng. I agreed! The soup kambing there was superb! Simply mouth-watering. Geeee.....Really enjoyed the food there. So happy that my family enjoyed the food there too. Everything so sedap. Hehehe....

What's up with you?

What actually cause the sudden change in you? Are you ok there? Actually I myself don't understand you, the way u think at times. Is it because you are still haunted by your past? Why can't you love again like you used to? There's someone out there who loves you...who will sacrifice even his life for you....but what more are you looking for? Why are you still looking back to the one who don't give a damn about ya? The one who maybe by now have even forgotten that you ever exist in his life? Let him go....release the pain and feelings from your heart. he's not meant to be yours...Both you and him are not even supposed to be together in the first place. It's sinful to stick to those feelings....let it go dear....forgive him and yourself....you deserve happiness....I believe the one with you now will make u happy and will take care of you for life. I'm happy that you are moving on..pls continue doing that.....don't look back ever again....let it go pls....I do care....