Just thinking of something

Wondering if hes going to be in my memory too...So much learnt from life. It's true when people said that as you grow older then u know what life is. Full of tests...test how strong u are....test ur endurance....Human made mistakes....But are mistakes to be repeated again and again? I hope not this time round. No pls...

My dream came true.....Finally!

Went for my TP test last friday 25th August 2006 at Comfort Driving Centre...It went quite smoothly and I had a very good feeling the moment I drove back to the driving centre. When the tester marked me as passed, I was like is this for real? And he just mumbled,"Go down watch video." I said to him thanks and walked out. Still can't believe that I passed. Yahooooooooo! I passed my driving finally!!!!!!!! Yahoooooooo! Yahooooo! Yahoooo! I think I deserve to be happy since I really tried my best for it. Was actually near to giving up but I persevere and I achieved it! Yes! Yes! Yes! Was all smiles on that very day man!

Aku bersyukur kepada Allah kerana memberiku semangat dan keyakinan untuk ujianku ini...Dan memenuhi sesuatu yang telah ku cuba sedaya upaya untuk mendapatkannya....Aku berjaya akhirnya....Syukur Alhamdulillah......

The sudden mood for a break

Will be off from work for a few days. Need a short break. At this point of time I'm missing some dearies in my life....Hope that they are doing fine. Sudden nervousness overcome me lately....haizzz...whatever happens, I receive it with open heart. Semoga aku diberi kekuatan mengharunginya....Insya-Allah....

Semua terletak di tangan yang Maha Esa....Aku hanya mampu berdoa tanpa henti.....

Wonder why some people can be real hypocrites

Been wondering why some people can just betray their long term friendship and let it go just like that? In a matter of time, the person himself did not realise his very own mistakes here. He's too involved in his own imaginary world. Hurt the other party's feelings...and acted like an innocent party....haizzz....got nothing to say on this anymore....I'm glad my dearie is now doing well in his new job...living his normal to normal down to earth life...I don't mind dear...That's all what I ask for initially. He's starting his school soon and I'm very supportive of it. May he do well and achieve that dream of his...

Thinking about certain issues

Wonder why some people's mindset are just different. I know it should be that way but must that person really spout rude remarks and seem utterly heartless to her own mother? We will all grow old too one day. I believe in retribution. Certainly believe in it. Do be careful when u talked bad of others. It happened to me before....in fact affected my life badly. I must say that it taught me a lesson in a way. Went thru a journey full of pain...a period of emotional turmoil...full of guilt and remorse. Human tend to make mistakes and it's my biggest mistake ever. It's all over and now I start life anew with someone...Hopefully things turn out well for us....for now it is....

Stop the sighing pls

Can I ever achieve this dream of mine? Something I have been wanting to have for a long,long time....sigh....Will I ever? Confidence going down the drain...damn difficult at times to pick myself up again. Sincerely grateful to those who have been giving me support....appreciate it man! What's up with me? Have you people ever go thru a period whereby you just can't understand yourself and why you simply made the same mistakes over and again? Haizzz...Please lah....why shd I say please? It all depends on me...ME...ME! Relax...no pressure...no pressure.....laugh it off...pls lah calm down....and live it all in HIS hands. Hopefully I got it this time round...Insya-Allah....

If not, I pin all my hopes on someone...you know who you are right....hehehe....

Already had my fill of durian

Scolded by me for being unreachable....there he appeared with something I have been craving to eat (despite eating it last week..hehe). Poor thing! Anyway, already make up for it. Thanks dear for the thought. Upon reaching home, got to know that elder sis and dad were also buying durians for me. Wah! Suddenly so many durians to eat! D24 got, D82 got...donnolah why they got grades...got to control eating since durians are so heaty....ate beberapa buah biji durian already satisfied my craving. So merry the house all eating together...as usual super noisy....dah sihat ni dah start memekak balik...haha! Felt good eating those yummy durians. It's simply so nice being the youngest in the family whereby you can feel your parents and elder siblings tend to shower you with a lil bit more attention. But never will I take it for granted and I really appreciate their kind gestures towards me all these while. Feeling so happy today...Syukur Alhamdulillah.....

To You

To you there....thanks for loving me so much....for showing me every bit of care that u have for me....and hold my hand thru good and bad times.....I can't put in words how much I appreciate your presence in my life but I hope you know how much I really do treasure you. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings all these while...for taking you for granted...I'm truly sorry.....One thing for sure I don't wish to lose you....

Something is happening somewhere....

Fantastic weekend....Ate at Sakae Sushi at airport, watched fireworks at Esplanade. The fireworks were so nice and I was extremely enchanted by them...did I use the right word? Sori..my english seems to worsen lately. I kept shouting and ended up being teased by these group of boys or guys..not surelah. So nice the fireworks and I was so happy finally able to watch it again after 2 years! Then the 4 of us head on to watch the latest hindustan movie not sure what title is it. Enjoyed the story too....something about love,marriages,unfaithfulness....nice storyline.

Can't believe something is happening somewhere...somehow it happened. If it really happens, thanks to HIM for fulfilling my prayer... Been praying that it came....and I'm sure that something is happening somewhere...somehow.....Syukur Alhamdulillah...Thankful to Allah for this happiness and joy to my life...and for bringing wonderful people into my life who love and cares about me endlessly....May this happiness that I'm feeling lasts a lifetime...Insya-Allah.....

After the long rest

It feels good to be back at work after the long rest at home. Such a nice long break...feels as if on vacation..like real! Never really got the chance to stay home that long with loved ones. It's so nice spending time with my babies, my family and most of all my twin sis. It's an eye opener for me seeing the way she shower me with her love. So sweet of her! Words can't express my words of gratitude to my beloved twin. She was there when I need someone to be with at the time I was feeling so lonely. Suddenly appearing bringing food for the 3 days stay I was there. And helping with things I can't do since I'm still feeling weak. What more can I say? Thank God I was born with a twin... a godsent from heaven to be with me on my life journey....

I Love You Sis!