What's happening to me?

Haizzzz...don't seem to understand myself these days....People always see the cheerful side of me...but actually underneath it lies a thousand negativity...just read on lah and bear with my crap this time.....

It might be due to the tension headache that I'm having. Or what? Seem to be down and moody these days...Time of the month? No way...not time yet...So what is it? I know I'm worried abt something....Been feeling down....real down...when will my wish come true? When? Been trying my best though...tried my very best not to give up....but seems its taking a long time....I can't say it to others. People will laugh at me and some don't understand.

Got to put myself together and brave the storm...maybe to you it's a small matter...but I really wish that my wish will come true for me....