Went down to meet up with the SIM girls who were intensely revising for their upcoming exams. Envy those who have the chance to take up degree. Unlike me still having the interest to study but I got to put aside those dreams. Simply being a Diploma holder don't satisfies me though....yearn for higher qualification....but where to get the near $20,000 from? Do u guys know where I can find those sum of money from? Rob the bank huh? Sigh....
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Moskva fetched me and we went town to meet her friends...shes one of those who have friends that I simple can get along with...maybe coz they are those down-to-earth type of people....those I love being with...
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Everything suddenly seems dull....All around me everything seems to be lifeless....Whats happening? Maybe the bad cough is weighing me down...crushing all the excitement in my life...Im irritated by it...Non-stop and not getting any better....pissing me off man...What should I do? Should I cut off this throat? Stupid question right....but please bear with me...Im missing some dear people in my life..why is it they are behaving so distant? Suddenly everyone seems busy...Sigh...Wondering why....
People thought Im having problems when Im not....but I can feel something is wrong somewhere within me.....Im drifting away again....Pls save me....Pls....
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Last Saturday I went for a hip hop event at Double-O..one of the pubs at Mohd Sultan...My twis sis was there too with gang...Went there to watch Fyr's performance....Was on the midst of watching the performance when I saw Taufik Batisah walking passed. Can u guys imagine how excited I became? It's because it's been my wish to see him up,close and personal....really...keep telling myself that if ever I see him, Im gonna hug him tight and never let go...It may sounds disgusting to some people...but sorry people...I really minat him to the max...Maybe for now...Im not sure....After Fyr's performance, he introduced me to Taufik...Can u imagine that? Oh My God....And he held out his hand to me...I entwine my hand to him...and I can feel my body shaking with excitement....I got the chance to tell him that I really love his voice...his performances....him being in Singapore Idol and all....hes damn superb...making Malays proud in Singapore man.....Its the happiest day ever in my life...the chance to meet Taufik Batisah...Up,Close and Personal....Maybe it means nothing to some people..but to me it means a great deal...coz He's my Number One Idol for now.....My Taufik Batisah.....Ur the best!!!
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Hello people...hehe....feeling better today after the supper at my fav makan place at east coast with twis sis,gang and my fiance...hehe....like not used to calling fiance but got to lah....Something make me feel damn disappointed yesterday which make me burst in tears...just cant stand the disappointment...but I know I cant blame the person...I know and I understand...It's ok....Will feel much much better after a while....
Now I got to start thinking of the right time to get married. Sigh. The SIGH came because I got to start saving from now..to save aside money for bridal package..cameraman & videoman fees...all these is gonna come from my own pocket..so I got to be responsible enough now...be discipline in saving up...Can I do it? Can can....Hopefully....Finding him so cute at times...so cute my dear....haha....Maybe u guys wont know what I mean but its ok...
Me being forever defensive of my twin sister....Love her so much man....cant stand people who hurt her feelings...anyway already settled the matter and Im feeling good...Sorry to whoever Im being harsh with but I got to make sure u dont hurt my beloved other half anymore...Better never....
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People people....cant stand those who talked big...really cant stand....stung my ears...really...Wonder why they wanna talked big and be so BOASTFUL when they actually have nothing to boast about. And wonder why those people with good looks that I know of simply so nice and low profile people...and so sweet and humble....so caring...But those normal simply boast about their partners who are normal looking or whatever!!! Cant u keep ur damn mouth SHUT? Simply pissed me off....Wonder why since morning IRRITATING people keep pissing me off....and there goes my day....
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Feeling relieved...happy....and thankful to Him that everything goes smoothly....thats all that I hope for actually...Appreciate the presence of relatives and frens on that day....Special thanks to my family for the big help especially to my dearest eldest sis for being the orang kuat of my mini BIG DAY...hehe....thanks sis and to my dearest twin sis too...my family members really go all out to make this day successful....Appreciated all these gestures....will remember it for a lifetime.....
Thanks to Sis Shasha for turning me into a princess on that day...hehe...and thanks to her assistant, EQ for being there for me at the time I need her most....for feeding me kuehs and drinks too...so sweet of you gerl...thanks for everything....Why do I love u so much? The reason is so obvious....coz of your never-ending sweetness towards me....thanks again....And thanks to all my angels for their presence....And thanks to dearest Moskva for coming too....
Hopefully the bond between me and him, my beloved Hero....lasts for a lifetime....The love,care and concern that u shower me with so much sincerity moves and touches the deepest part of me....no other man will do all that u had done for me dear....I assure u no one....And for that I thank God for bringing u to me.....May we be together for a lifetime....Insya-Allah...
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Had a very busy weekend...Simply no rest at all...Sigh...Went JB yesterday shop for some stuffs...went home with dear aunties at my house...So got to entertain till night...Fun...Due to the tiredness feel like my energy draining away....Must not overtire myself....No no...Phir helped me download some of my favourite songs to my memory card....simply overzealous! Simply enjoy listening to the song "Because of You" By Kelly Clarkson.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Song: Because of You
Singer: Kelly Clarkson
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