Another soul searching day

Went out to look for some stuffs at City Hall.
These days I simply love being on my own.
Sitting down somewhere quiet drinking my fav Caramel Latte.
I wish that nothing unexpected will happen to me.
I pray that everything will goes fine as usual. Please.....
It's so me to get all worried about something which will turn out fine eventually
or bad things which may not happen at all. I have tried my best to change, to stay
calm despite everything but yet I can't shake off the feeling away.....
That what if question forever haunting me.
I get all worried and if anything bad were to happen, something unexpected, I
will breakdown but not for long as always. I tried my very best to stand up to
face whatever more that is to come. But to face this, I'm not sure at all if
I'm that strong to face it all.....alone.

Breaking Fast at Amk

Helped mum with the super busy cooking in the kitchen today.
Was so busy since 2 pm preparing for the food but still yet to finish till nearly
breakfast time. Gosh! So much food and added on with what fav auntie and daughter
had brought as well. Its just my whole family and fav aunt family which was all so fun.
The guys baca yasin first then we break fast together.
After which the guys did their usual thing and we gerls watched the dvd Ayat2 Cinta
at my house hall as only me and twin have already watched the movie.
It touched the hearts of many it seems and elder sis was crying I could see. Heh!
I still can't cry no matter how many times I watched the movie. Hehe.
But its so fun watching ramai2. I'm worried for my beloved aunt condition.
I pray hard that she will be all fine and healthy.