Finally......

It's the greatest day ever......
And I'm so glad everything went smoothly.
I must say I'm pretty proud of myself. Hahaha!
I love myself more than ever......
BAM, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Great night out

Had a great time at The Pump Room with dearest gerlfren.
We should do this more often honey.....haha....
The band there rocks big time!
This night out just 2 the of us reminded me of my first trip to KL with her.
It was so fun yah!

Great they made it to Perdana Semi

Had a helluva time yesterday watching dk.
Oh boy how nervous I was when the results were announced.
Really thought the guys wont be able to make it just that my feelings was so damn bad
before the results came out and the rest of the groups were great as well.
But hey they made it to semi.....Good luck yah guys.....
For sure I will be there to give my support to you hardworking boys....ooppss...guys....
After that both me and him went to simpang bedok Spize.
I was so craving for fish and chips....reached there abt 12.30 am.
I was so hungry by then since from 2 pm I did not even eat anything due to being
so engrossed watching all the performances.....
It was my first time watching Kak Julaiha performing being the karut of Srikandi.
She was so cool and pretty too.....and so humble......unlike some people....Eeeewwww....
Wish either my elder sister or EQ was there accompanying me.
But its fine too having the wives and gerlfrens of the guys with me. Heee....
Twin sis and bf joined us too at Simpang Bedok for the supper.
We makan and talked and joked around till abt 3+ and decided to explore
some scary places in Singapore but then I slept all the way till AMK.
I'm so the wet blanket right? I know....can't stand lah my sleepy eyes....
Its good enuff I managed to stay wide awake throughout the supper all.
To the guys, GOOD LUCK for the Upcoming Semi!!!!!!!!!! Yeyeyeyeyeye!!!!!!!!!!

Tuscan's Deep Thoughts

Just got back from meet up with honey bunny and gorgeous babe.
Felt so good meeting them after all the madness at work.
Felt so relaxed having them by my side....
Will it be the same after next year March 2009?

I value my freedom so much. It's so important to me.
I enjoy my private moments alone in my room and even time outside...
doing the things I so love doing and enjoyed so much.
I love all those time of long hours of watching dramas alone in my room.
It can start from as early as 11 am and goes on till night time.
I loves my meeting up with frens especially both EQ and MiharuChan.
Simply treasure our precious time together.....
Our Kl trips,Our Krabi,Tioman Trips.....We must go soon again!
Our normal Friday meet ups or any other days....
The frequent Sakae Sushi dinner.....Chilling out as Esplanade....
Us having a blast at KTVs....Jb trips....for movies....makan sessions....
Our crazy times together....the jokes....the teasing sarcasms....
EQ being the one I pour all my heart and soul and deepest confessions.
And MiharuChan being the sweetest babe as always....
And also my own time with beloved family.....
Beloved parents,siblings and niece and nephews.
Me and twin sis late night jokes and bitchings.....
Telling one another stories at work,abt our frens and all....
I love all those time of me and just them.
My own personal time alone with precious people in my life.
The freedom to do things on my own....
I'm never the sort who allows my partner to order me around nor
stopping me from doing things that I enjoy....
Never ever and he jolly well knows that.
But will things ever change later on?
I want things to be the same just the way they are right now.
And I can't deny tonight I'm having this weird feeling.
Where does that come from anyway?
Gosh....I wish I can spend more time with my gerls.
Gerls, I love both of you so much yah darls....
My precious honeys......

What an awesome weekend!!!!

Went to cousin's engagement yesterday at marsiling.
Congrats dearest cousin.....so happy for u yah....
About 8 pm, we started the karaoke session......Yippeee!
All the bullshit singing of that SATAY song...GOSH! What the........!!!!!!!
And those roaring laughters by all of us especially me and siblings!
My brother can be super duper crazy like the sisters! Haha!
WE actually sang the stupid satay song twice just for fun and everybody
singing together somemore....my dad,uncles included....haha....
But its simply so fun...and what makes it more fun was that my beloved twin
sister was around too for the fun since she gets her off days on saturdays for now.
And today me and family watched Kuda Kepang at the open area nearby my place.
I enjoyed myself today watching Kuda Kepang with the whole family and
soon joined by Fir and bro as well. I love to watch the way they danced as well.
What a great great weekend for me.....tmr working...Back to Madness....Gosh!

Roll it Gyal

Right now with this song on my blog "Roll It Gyal", I'm so in the mood for clubs!
With this music kind of music, the right drinks,great company of frens for sure
can make me go wild, wild and WILDER......Wow wow wow wow!!!!!!!
Been so long since I last entered clubs...this year I remembered going to 2 different
clubs that was MOS and also The Pump Room....hehehe....
Where can I find this kind of music? Hmmmm....for sure have lah out there....
I'm so in the mood to get wild.....and get into the other world...ahakssss.....
Ok done for now I think I better get some rest and prepare myself to start
with the June closing and clear all the outstanding payments to be paid!!!
Work like crazy from Monday to Thursday.....and Friday either meet up with
beloved sweethearts for some nice food and great chilling out or spend some
lovey dovey time with him....yeah baby......hehe.....

I'm really missing some gerlfrens whom I have not met for a pretty long time.
Miss miss you gerls so much and that one out there whose birthday coming real soon.
And my beloved "India Mari" gerlfren....miss her too man.....Sobssss......
I'm so into my job right now.....like can't seem to think of anything else....

Oh yah,I wanna get wild lah this upcoming weekend....Shall WE??? Shall we???

Okies take care people!!!!

All goes well for Lydia's wedding

Glad that all goes well at my cousin's wedding.....
No voice today maybe due to all the shouting and laughter with cousins and all.
No matter what this craziness runs in the family....semua satu2 gila2 like what!
My mum's side conquered the karaoke...haha.....and so shocking when my this
particular uncle suddenly sang one song....mcm nak roboh itu kemah.....
I feel happy to see that no matter what, we cousins are still close despite
whatever happens before and all.....Really treasure this family bond....
To my cousin, may you be happy always with ur beloved hubby.....

Where emotions at its most unstable

How is it that its easy for some people to gain their life happiness?
Why is it that some are just never lucky to grasp hold of that happiness?
They got knocked down and over and over again and along the way even died
but still managed to come out alive never losing that one hope.
But whereby it seems one is trying hard to convince herself this is possible and trying
her utmost best to remain calm and cool about all thats happening.
Shes beginning to lose control and near to breaking down once again.
Sigh...............