Wish everything will get better

Thanks to dear sis for lending me her car since saturday night. I got to drive to work and also send my dad to his workplace every morning. Hehe....sweet right me? Haha....
I'm feeling great this week....Met dear Moskva yesterday....We went to Yishun Damp and had a good talk. So nice being there.....So windy....Should do this more often babe.....

I won't FALL for it this time round

Feeling so much better today...Syukur Alhamdulillah.....
Thanks to the my loved ones' advices....Esp EQ(Imah).....thanks for waking me up....
Thanks for being there.....l really appreciate u know gerl.....
It's like everytime I'm in this situation, I really need you to wake me up.....
It's difficult to accept the harsh reality at first but I got to face it. It hurt so bad....
And thanks to my beloved fiance.....my beloved twin.....
To my Bi...hehe..., You are World's Greatest Fiance I must say dear. Thanks for everything.
To my beloved twin, I love you so much dearest.....
From the day one we were born into this world together....
You have been my soul companion since then sis.....
No matter what happen, you will always be my baby....I love you sis....
I'm lucky for having such caring people in my life....
Happy family.....caring and wonderful siblings....
Such bliss! Love you all so much! U make my world a better place to live in......

Why am I feeling this way?

I shouldn't be feeling this way. It's all so wrong. But then again I felt so relieved that I have told him everything.....the truth.....I don't know why....but I do feel so relieved....

I can't deny it.....Why is it I'm going thru this pain again? Why can't we be with the one we love? Is there such a thing called true love in this world? Sigh.........

New Job....New Environment....

Now at my new job...new faces....new environment.....everything new....except the person sitting beside my desk...haha.....she's someone "OLD". Hehehehe....Got to wake up early everyday...sleep early....but getting on fine lah I must say.....It's just that for sure you will need some time to get used to the new accounting system.

For the first time in my working life, I worked with colleagues who are from India, Myanmar China, Dubai and Spain. Lots of new things to learn here and if everything goes well for me here, For sure I plan to stay longer....not sure how long.....hehe....Anyway, wish me luck people! Miss my ex-colleagues though.....hehe....

Back to Exercise Regime

It feels so good to exercise. Yesterday was the second time I played badminton. Body and legs aching. But I'm loving it. I love to go gym but due to my own personal reasons, I can't go there anymore. It's so so sad. I plan to exercise regularly now maybe play badminton once a week. Is it enough? Hmmm....Maybe for a start but then where to find the time to play furthermore I will be starting a new job soon which is damn NEAR. Haha....Remembered the time when I used to work at Tiong bahru, I used to sleep in the bus on my way to work and also on the way back home. It felt so syiok u know. Hehe....There were also times when I missed my house bustop and got to walk back home. Haizzzz....but it's my fault anyway...Grrrrr.....

I think the reason I'm easily tired lately is because I don't workout anymore. Maybe I shd get that dvd soon. Must.

Happy New Year to All

Happy New Year to all! It's year 2007....turning a year older soon....Oh Gosh! A year older....Hmmmm....Decisions to be made....I must say I hate making decisions.....tends to be very fickle-minded at times. But woman tend to be fickle-minded. So now, there's no looking back anymore for me. Time to really move on gerl. Move on, accept the challenge and no regret whatsoever yah. Start life afresh. May this year be a better year for all of us...Insya-Allah....