It's Mummy's Birthday!

I'm so broke now....Is there any kind souls who is kind enough to give me zakat? Where did all my money go to? Hmmmm.....With the upcoming raya, there's lots of shopping to do. Simply can't resist those nice little things I saw yesterday at Bugis. Bought those stuffs again! Aiyoh!

Feeling excited for the upcoming raya already. Nevertheless, I do remember my late grandma though who passed away in the year 2001. She brought me up with so much love and pampered me a lot too. It's so sad to lose her. Semoga rohnya dicucuri Allah....Amin.....

It's my mum's birthday today. We are having a gathering at my house with the rest of my siblings. Wished her this morning and she's so happy. I got Iman and Sirin to wish her happy birthday too.....She's so happy. Can't wait for tonight. Wish I can get her something. Or maybe I can give her a nice massage. Hehe.....Happy Birthday Mummy! Love you so much!

About Tuscan

I'm feeling so tired with work. There's so much things yet to be done and I'm so looking forward to Hari Raya and I'm taking 2 days leave after that. Yeah! Wanna go jalan2 with my beloved parents. Maybe I'm being emotional on this. I treasure the times I went house visiting with my parents and family. I treasure the times I break fast with them during the fasting month and now that my elder sis had moved to Woodland permanently and my twin sis always working, I'm the one who always spend time with my parents at home. I treasure these moments for I know that they are old...I can't go on...Tears are welling up on my eyes....I feel so scared to ever lose them.

Another thing on my mind were those things I thought about yesterday. It's painful I must say.....but I'm glad it's over.....

Hari Raya Around the Corner

Time and again I tell myself I'm not going to shop much for the upcoming raya...waste of money and so on.....but still when it's nearing, I find myself finding buying baju kurung, accessories to match my baju kurung, bag etc...hehe....Can't help it lah...semangat raya katakan. Love it when I go shopping with my parents....just me and them.....Donnolah maybe being the youngest I love it when I'm given the sole attention by my parents....donno whylah...

Anyway, bought some nice earrings yesterday at Junction 8!!!! So happy!!!

12 Ways to be Happy

Received an email titled "12 Ways to be Happy". Read it and actually ponder on it.
Here are some of the contents:
1) Make up your mind to be happy. Learn to find pleasure in simple things.
2) Make the best of your circumstances. No one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. The trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears.
3) Don't take yourself too seriously.
4) You can't please everybody. Don;t let criticism worry you.
5) Don't let your neighbour set your standards. Be yourself.
6) Since hate poisons the soul, do not cherish jealousy. Avoid people who make you unhappy.
7) Don't spend your time brooding over sorrows or mistakes. Don't be one who never gets over things.
8) Do what you can for those less fortunate than yourself.
9) Keep busy at something. A busy person never has time to be unhappy.
10) Do the things that you enjoy doing.
11) Have many interests. If you can't travel, read about new places.
12) Never borrow trouble. Imaginary things are harder to bear than real ones.


How true are the contents? I think I'm guilty of some of it though. We are human beings anyway. At times seeing those that we hate happy and achieved something, we can't help feeling something...maybe jealous....and at times we tend to spend our time brooding over past sorrows or mistakes. But at the same time there are people who totally forgot about their past mistakes and tend to commit the same mistakes or sins again and again....when will it stop? I feel that no matter what, we tend to make ourselves unhappy at times.