Loving you Dearest Angel

Heart pain looking at the pain and disappointment in her eyes...Wish I can make her happy...Really wish she can stop worrying for him. Please....Don't u know I care about you? I cried while hugging her...Please don't ever leave me....I wish that he can change for the better....please....please....please....I'm down on my knees...I pray to Him that he change for the better....I love you dearest Angel....Stop worrying for him...Please don't ever let anything happen to this Angel of mine. I love you so much....you mean the world to me....The moment I hugged her last night, I cried....tears went strimming down my cheeks....Pray that she will find happiness in her life soon....I love you so much...I really hope she knows that.....I think she does....

Great, Great Weekend

Went Jb last sat. Spent the whole day there with Fim. Ate at 2 restaurants and watched 2 movies at City Square. Really enjoyed 'Fast & Furious Tokyo Drift' . So exciting watching the cool guy and the way they raced their super fabulous cars. Syok man! Had my hair trimmed too....felt better after the haircut...so much lighter it feels now....Upon reaching my block, my super wonderful Nong brought down some food for me and Fim to eat. Surprised to see Gang. The four of us then proceed to central to watch soccer! Yeah! Argentina versus Mexico! Glad Argentina win though. But at the same time, poor Mexico...I feel that they really played their best. Enjoyed the Macdonald breakfast after that. Wah sey! Reached home at 6 am....

The thought of resting the whole of Sunday soothe me. But then dearest sis asked me out to jalan2 to Esplanade with the kiddos. Can't bear to turn her down. Pooh came along. Went to walk2 at Fullerton One, Esplanade all...then went to eat. Simply enjoying myself though tired....great, great weekend with my loved ones....

Tuscan's Thoughts

Finally get my stamps and envelope...yeah! So can start replying to his letters.

Having fun today reading others' blogs. Some so interesting to read. I happen to come across this blog in which he talked abt this lady whom because of her failed marriage, crushed a kitten to death. How evil can human beings can be? To vent it all out on a kitten? Damn heartless lady...tak berperikemanusiaan...wah panjangnya...She can actually go for a holiday or something...and any other things but not to harm this harmless kitten. I love cats...so cute...Don't u guys think so? Cute right cats...Fark dat woman!

Everything is back to normal

Finally we talked to dad about it. And so happy that he agreed. It seemed that he himself need the time. Feeling so happy and relieved at last. Now is the time to start with slow and steady plans.

You don't have to please me all the time. You don't have to please me with gifts here and there. What I need is your utmost understanding. That will please me big time baby. I'm used to be independent. Whatever I learnt from the past, you can never rely on a person and give him ur all. You will die from it one day.

Im thankful

Syukur Alhamdulillah everything is back to normal. Im thankful to Him up there for this strength in me. Im feeling so good....thanks to mum for her support....Feel so bad making her worried the past few days though. Nothing is comparable to a mother's love...nothing at all....Wish that I can be a mum one day.

To the person who had been with me all these while, thanks dear for giving me the support and listening ear that I really need. Thankful for having u around.

Great time with a Wonderful Friend

Great time I had....been a long time since I last ate Sakae Sushi....and talked till late morning with you dearest....Enjoyed my time with u....

Feeling so sleepy today due to the late, late nights for the past few days....nevertheless, it strengthen my bond with you.

Do I have to say sorry for being bad? I don't think so at all.

My thoughts

Nobody is perfect...I know I'm far from perfect too. Wish that you can understand me better by now. Do you understand me at all? Don't think you can force me or push me into something. I won't say anything for now. No answers. Nothing. Just leave me alone. Don't question me anymore.

Thankful that I can run to you in these times....I feel safe having you with me...Hug me close will you....

Do it ur way

Feeling better today....To whoever that contributes to this, thanks for the time given...You know who u are....I know I made the right move....

I don't have a say anymore.....so let me just keep my mouth shut for now....and remain silent...Do whatever you wanna do as long as ur hapi....

Feeling Sick

Back to work after the one day rest yesterday....Bad..bad coughing...haizzzz....Right now, discussing the issues that I dread about....Haizzzz....Wish to take my time but seeing from the way things goes, I don't think I can have my say after all. No point discussing further when all been decided in the first place...What's the point of discussing with me now? What's the point? U will have ur way in the end. Congrats!

Holla Here I Am Again

Hey peeps! Been a few days since my last update. My sis-in-law had just given birth to a baby boy on last thursday, 1st June 2006...Yahooooo! I have 3 wonderful babies now....Another love of my life...Will make sure that they are well taken care of. Love u babies....mmuahhhh....

Im feeling the tense again people....Can I ever have a say in anything? Im wondering whether Im of any importance at all and whether the things that they are discussing about is actually about me after all. Am I actually in it or part of it? Haizzz....I hope I won't have to run away again...or maybe this time round to another country whereby people can't find me anywhere at all....and that day marks the end of Tuscan Capri....Full Stop!